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  2006.01.13  22.25

livejournal looks really confusing now.


  2006.01.13  22.23
Hello everyone that still look at livejournal

I havent written in livejournal in almost a year. hi everybody

Mood: sad

  2005.04.02  11.33

01. Name: ASHLEY
02. Age: 21
03. Where do you live: WARREN/ANN ARBOR
04. What makes you happy: INDEPENDANCE, BRYAN
05. What have you been listening to lately: 104.3, NIRVANA(vs chours vs)
06. Do you enjoy reading my lj: SOMETIMES
07. If so, why: CAUSE I MISS YOU
08. Interesting fact about you: UH... I HAVE TWO WAY COOL RATS
09. Are you in love at the moment: SURE AM
10. Favorite destination: HMM... SAN ANTONIO, or HOLLYWOOD
12. Will you post this in your lj: IM DOING SO RIGHT NOW

01. A movie: BATTLE ROYALE

03.A band, song or album: THE VELVET UNDERGROUND
05. Food: PAD THAI


  2004.10.07  16.03

Which cult classic badass are you? by rook901
Favorite Eating Utensil
You are:
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  2004.07.10  16.33

hey im doing grrreat for those of you who are wondering. tonya page me please. i dont have any idea when ill be in your area next so you may need to come to me. i want to meet your new friend too. i want to know what you are doing. im doing good, no more bad stuff for me, you should be proud.
everyone else, i dont have a phone yet, but i will soon, so ill keep you posted, i dont have anyones phone number anymore. my phonebook mysteriously disappeared. so either call me when i get a phone and exploid the phone number or leave your digits in a comment. i dont know the next time ill be at a comptuer though, hopefully i get off my lazy ass and start going to the library. for those of you who havent seen my house yet should, i have a couch and everything, its very messy now though.
someone should help me get a job fast. i need one.


  2004.05.27  14.11

Hey I got a house in royal oak now.


  2004.05.09  22.31
I stole this from Tonya

[age] 20[where do you live] Warren/Keego Harbor

[four words that sum you up] Sick Bipolar lazy creative

[hairbrush] fingers

[jewelry] 3rings 3 necklaces 1 very special bracelt

[pillow cover] it says my name on it

[coffee cup] silver travel mug from bryans mom

[shoes] black and converse low top 'like'

[cologne/perfume] patchuli, sandalwood

[piercings] tounge,lip,nose,ears,etc..someinsomeout

[clothes youre wearing now] black tank top, black long sweater with a hood rippedup blue jeans with paint


[wishing] everyday

[after this] sleep or sew

[talking to] nick perry, john roger

[eating] is cool

[fetishes] sex is gross

[some of your fav. movies] tank girl, lost highway, trainspotting

[something youre looking forward to in the upcoming months] getting a job, start taking care of myself.

[last thing you ate] velvet creme pie

[something youre hella afraid of] watching riends die

[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] 6 inch spider monkey

[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to]
dallas, nyc, l.a

[something you wish you could understand better]
my will power

[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] helen, tonya, heidi, scottie, gertrude

DO YOU...:

[like candles] YES

[like incense] YES

[believe in love] certain kinds of love

[believe in soulmates] i dont know

[believe in love at first sight] i belive i lust at first sight not love

[believe in forgiveness] if its sincere

[want to get married] i am married

[want to have kids] sometimes

[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] yes


[cried] kind of

[bought somethin] hell yeah

[gotten sick] hell hell yeah

[sang] Yeah

[eaten] Yeah

[been kissed] yeah

[felt stupid] oh yeah

[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] nope

[met someone new] ummm nope

[moved on] from what

[talked to an ex] yeah

[missed an ex] not really, no

[talked to someone you have a crush on] i sure have

[had a serious talk] naturally

[missed someone] yeah

[hugged someone]Yeah

[fought with your parents] not today actually, its mothers day though

[dreamt about someone you can't be with] nope


[best girl friend(s)] Helen and Tonya

[best guy friend(s)] Bryan

[boyfriend/girlfriend] Bryan

[hobbies] making clothes, making movies, inventing things, scaming

[pager/cell] not mine, his, but you can find me with it

[are you the center of attention or wallflower] im a loner

[car you drive] everyones mothers car

[would you rather be with friends or on a date]depending on who

[job] im looking

[attend church] no church

[like being around people]certain people


[have you known the longest] Helen

[do you argue with the most] My mother

[do you always get along with] Bryan, Tonya

[who is the most trustworthy] The Girls and Bryan

[who makes you laugh the most] Helen

[who is the nicest girl(s)]My Girls-tonyaandhelen

[who is the nicest guy(s)] Bryan

[who has the coolest parent(s)] hmm Chris Funk

[who has the coolest sibling(s)] Tonya

[who is the most blunt] Helen Tonya Dave and Eric Stephenson

[is the smartest] Helen, Bryan, My sister


[who is your role model]I dont hav one, but I guess I could say my sister

[pet peeves] Greed, Self centered, ignorance, when people think they are always right

[ever liked someone you had no chance with] Im sure I have

[ever lied to your best friend] Probably

[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] Definatly

[cried over the opposite sex]Of course

[have a certain "type" of person you go after]Real people

[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] Relationship

[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] the way i dress

[what is your fav. part of your emotional being]I
dont put up with bullshit for very long

[are you happy with yourself] Not at all

[are you happy with your life] Not at all

[if you could change one thing what would it be] My addiction(s)


  2004.04.27  18.11

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.


  2004.03.17  13.42

so im working for my dad for a little while. the chris funk footage in drag is almost completly mine.


  2004.02.18  17.00

im back in michigan. it sucks. california sucked. my car broke down on the way back, we were in utah whenit happened, so i took the wonderful greyhound back, they lost all my shit, so im getting like $500 for it i think unless they find it, i hope they do but the money would be nice too.. i miss all of you human out there, if you want to hang out this week call me at my moms house 248 706 0264 or if you just feel like bothering someone, ill be bored until sunday here, then im going back to warren and you wont really be able to contact me unless i talk to you to give you the number, i cant give it to just anyone. i love you guys take care of yourselves.


  2003.10.27  09.39

Im sorry Im not around anymore. Its nothing against you. People just decided that talking about me instead of to me was more productive. I have/had a lot of things i needed to figure out. Im not dead and Im not going to die. Im okay. Im happier then I have been in a while so dont look so down on me, okay? Ill straiten out as soon as I decide its the right time, once I settle into a life where I don't have to worry any more. I guess I was just tired of feeling used. I love you guys and I'll come around eventually, just don't push me.

Mood: satisfied

  2003.10.12  22.47

How is everyone?
Im not dead, dont give up on me okay?

Mood: confused

  2003.07.24  23.01

So everyone left today to go to seattle. im leaving again soon too. im sick, i think its strept throat. it could be all this stress catching up with me. errr.

Mood: sick

  2003.07.02  02.44

Its been a while. I got a car a week ago. I think I am going to New York for a week or so this weekend but I am coming back but then I'm leaving again probably. I dont know, theres too much going on to write it all down. I hope all is well with everyone.

Mood: confused

  2003.05.30  23.58

Helen's Back


  2003.05.20  06.16

If anyone sees bear, tell him im looking for him. Sorry for not waving, I didnt know it was you until later on...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I'm indeed a little intoxicated right now, sometimes its nice having an oblivious pill junky for a mother...

One day the grid will be mastered

Mood: indifferent

  2003.05.12  19.45

Coffee or Tea: Coffee
Cigarettes or Beer: Cigarettes
Boys or Girls: Boys
Cat or Dog: Cat
Pen or Pencil: pen
Milk or Cream: Cream
Sprite or Seria mist: Seria mist
Mountain Dew or Moon mist: moon mist
Juice or Pop: Juice
Out side or Inside: Outside
Winter or Summer: Summer
Fall or Spring: Fall
Poop or Pee: Poop
Lighter or Matches: Matches
Coney or Denny’s: Dennys
Zip up or Pull over: Pull over
Pants or Spants: Pants
Heroin or Crack: Heroin
Paper or Plastic: Paper
Black or White: Grey

Do you cut yourself: Yes
Have you ever: Yes
How many people have you had sex with: 4
The longest you have ever worn one pair of underwear: A Month
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
How many times: 3
Who: Tonya, Helen
Have you ever cheated on someone: Yes
Who: Chad
With who: Mark and Ross
Have you ever been molested: Yeah
Have you ever been raped: No
Have you ever shared a bed with more than one person: Yeah
Weirdest place you have ever had sex: Bathroom
The person you hate the most: Armondo
Do you read your friends emails: Sometimes
Have you ever done drugs: Yes
What ones: Pot, LSD, mushrooms, E, Heroin, Datura,DXM, etc…
Do you think of killing anyone: Yes
Who: The list
If you could pick anyone to be with (besides your bf/gf) who would it be: alone
When was the last time you masturbated: a while
What did you think about: naked scottie
Is this too personal yet: Yes
Have you ever had anal sex: no
What did you think: no
What’s the worst thing you’ve done while you were intoxicated: initiated a fight,
What’s the best thing you did while you were intoxicated: taking care of people
What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever done to a person: lied
What’s the nicest: flower fairies
Do your parents like the type of person you are turning into: NO
Are your parents proud of you: NO
Why: B?C I am myself
Have you lied at all on this: Yes
What did you lie about: Not telling
Do you have “friends” you don’t like, but they think you do: YES
Who: Too many to count
The longest you have avoided someone: A year or so
Who: Random people “friends”
Who is the worst person you know: Jeremy
Who is the most manipulative: Tonya
Who is the most selfish: An EX
Who is the most narcissistic: Josh
Who is the most generous: Doug
Do you… itch: NOPE
Have you ever had an STD: NO
What was it: Is scabies an STD?
Have you ever used someone: YES
Who: helpless Americans
For what: a place to stay and money
Do you like your parents: Sometimes
Why: I don’t know
Who is the most influential person in your life: Helen
What is the best present you have ever gotten: Scottie
Who gave it to you: Roger
What have you always wanted, but never got: One of the little cars for kids
Do you usually get what you want: NO
Have you ever lied to be ‘cool’: Sure
What did you lie about: Where I was born
ALAS, One word, describe how you feel about yourself: Insane

Mood: enraged

  2003.05.08  04.07

Which that 70\'s show character are you


You're Hyde. Your favorite thing to do is make fun of your dumb friends and hangout. Already with a one liner when the time is right.

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  2003.05.06  22.15
Wow, what a night...

This is a document stating that I will NEVER DRINK IN MILFORD AGAIN!

Old friends re-visiting the premises.
I start my Job soon. Once I start I'm going to start staying with my Dad. Oh yeah. Birmingham, here I come.

Humans, Humans, Humans. What are we going to do about all the Humans?

Someone should hang out with me.

Mood: scared

  2003.05.02  19.09

Which Stanley Kubrick Movie Are You?

A Clockwork Orange

You can be a bit nasty and uncontrollable. But that never stopped you from getting what you wanted.

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  2003.05.02  17.23

Humans suck. I wish I was a cat.

Mood: amused

  2003.04.24  00.31

1. What do you most like about your body?: my hands
2. And least?: my ears
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: sometimes
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: sometimes
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: ive gotten Pheobe from friends and Margo Tennenbaum
1. Do you wear a watch?: yeah
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: 2?
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: black
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: ???
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: orange

1. Do your friends 'know' you?: hard to tell
2. What do they tend to be like?: sad
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: no
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: my cat

1. Favorite band ever?: sublime or nirvana
2. Most listened to bands: the pixies nirvana and sonic youth
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: sure
4. Can you play an instrument?: nope
5. Type of music never listened to?: none

1. Who is the smartest man alive at the moment?: scottie beans
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Sunny
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: depends
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: sometimes
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: drunk

1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: yeah
2. Do you own converse shoes?: nope
3. Do you own saucony shoes?: nope
4. Do you own old school nikes?: nope
5. Do you wear tight pants?: not really
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: nope
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: yeah
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: nope
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: nope
10. Do you own braces?: nope
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: yeah
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: sometimes
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: no
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: sometimes
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: they are stupid
16. Is your hair black or red?: blonde and pink
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: nope
18. Do you own a bandana?: oh yeah
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: amused?
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: yeah
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: yeah
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from dogpile, lip service, or tiger of london?: dont think so
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: depends
25. Are you disgruntled?: sometimes
26. Are you an anarchist?: not legally
27. Does the American flag anger you?: i don't let things get to me
28. Are you "working class"?: hah no
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: depends on my mood
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic? doesnt matter
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes
32. Do you smoke cloves?: sometimes
33. Are you a thin waif?: no
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: sometimes
35. Do you think meat is murder? yeah
36. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: yes
37. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: yes
38. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: yes
39. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: yes
40. Are you a member of the makeout club?: no
41. Do you say "rad"?: no

1. Name: Ashley
2. Do you like it?: I guess
3. Nick-names: bash head
4. Screen names: billietwitch
5. Age: 19
6. Birthday: 8883
7. Sign: leo
8. Location: keego harbor MI
9. Status: Status?
10. Crush: yeah
11. Virgin?: nope
12. Natural hair color: blonde
13. Current hair color: blonde and pink
14. Eye color: blue or green depends on my mood
15. Height: 5'9''
16. Weight: 130lbs
17. Birthplace: detroit
18. Shoe size: don't know 9 i think

1. Parents: mom and dad and step mom
2. Siblings: sister angela brothers jamie and eirc
3. Live with: mom sometimes
4. Favorite relative: cousins

1. Number: 8
2. Color: they are all great
3. Day: thursday
4. Month: may
5. Song: vs. course vs. -nirvana
6. Movie: hard to say
7. Food: anything will be just fine
8. Band: didnt i already answer this?
9. Sport: pool.. and yes, it is a sport
10. Class: science
11. Teacher: ms short
12. Drink: beer or coffee
13. Veggie: artichokes
14. tv station: cartoon network or disney
15. Radio station: 89.9 with patty schmitt
16. Store: meijer
17. Expression: smile
18. Animal: cat
19. Flower: theyre all nice
20. State: new york

1. Me or you: me
2. Coke or pepsi: coke
3. Day or night: Night
4. AOL or AIM: Aol
5. CD or cassette: Cassette
6. DVD or VHS: VHS
7. Jeans or khakis: Jeans
8. Car or truck: doesnt matter
9. Tall or short: doesnt matter
10. Lunch or dinner: dinner
11. *Nsync or BSB?: neither
12. Gap or Old Navy: they both suck
13. Lipstick or lipgloss: Lip gloss
14. Silver or gold: Silver
15. Alcohol or weed: theyre both good

1. Do you have a bf/gf?: yeah
2. Do you have a crush?: yeah
3. How long have you liked him/her: a while
4. Why do you like this person?: hes good
5. If you're single, why are you single?: im not single
6. How long was your longest relationship?: 2 years
7. How long was your shortest relationship?: a week give or take
8. Who was your 1st love?: dont wanna talk about it
9. What do you miss about them?: nothing

1. What is the one thing you would change about your past? theres many things
2. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life? theres many
3. Last thing you heard: lil' chris's voice on the phone
4. Last thing you saw: the keyboard
5. Last thing you said: bye
6. What is the last TV show you saw? Dawson's Creek
7. What is the last song you heard?: tetris

1. What are you wearing?: wife beater and boxers
2. What are you doing?: this
3. Who are you talking to?: brian
4. What song are you listening to?: nothing at the moment
5. Where are you?: my moms house
6. Who are you with?: my cat
7. Are you online?: yeah
8. How are you feeling?: a lil tipsy
9. Are you in a chatroom?: nope

1. What day is it tomorrow?: friday
2. What are you going to do after this?: not sure
3. Who are you going to talk to?: chris or alex
4. Where are you going to go?: not sure
5. How old will you be when you graduate?: i was suppose to be 17
6. What do you wanna be?: hobo
7. What is one of your dreams?: i have non
8. Where will you be in 25 years?: couldnt tell you

1. Do you write in cursive or print?: priny
2. Are you a lefty or a righty?: Righty
3. What is your sexual preference?: males
4. What piercings do you have?: lip tounge ears eyebrow septum
5. Do you drive?: sometimes
6. Do you have glasses or braces?: no but i think i need glasses

Mood: bored

  2003.04.19  11.54

Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.

How Emotional Are You?
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Mood: tired

  2003.04.17  19.52

Salute Your Shorts! You enjoy camping out with yer
buddies and playing tricks on your camp
counselors. Watch out for Zeek the Plumber

What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show?
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Mood: hungry

  2003.04.15  04.03

It's good to be happy, so why isn't anyone ever happy? People get happy, but they don't stay happy, theres always something that can bring down your highest of highs. So I am writing a book, and you are probably going to be in it. Tonya I hope everything is going okay for you in Ypsi, I'm guessing it is since you havent called me. Cold Flat Milaukee's Best Ice is not my idea of a night cap.

Mood: content

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